Current mood:	anxious
Current music:	L'Arc~En~Ciel - Cry to the wind
Entry tags:	band

heres my 2 cents
If its not too much trouble, i want everyone related to the band (if you dont have an LJ, just put your name in the subject bar or something) to comment to this whether you are on my friends list or not. This is public for a reason. thanks guys ~ TJ

okay, heres the run down.

congrats to all of you, yes ALL of you, that got section leader, or DRUM MAJOR. i truly feel bad for some that didnt get the postitions they wanted, myself included, but shit happens, if you cant deal with that, you should perhaps reconsider coming back on tuesday, dont bother showing up if you are going to bring the band down and fucking waste our time. i really understand feeling bad, i did, that night. i cried, honestly, (<3333 nicole for being there on the phone that night) and well...its okay. i know i wont be designated section leader, but JC and I will take care of things, not ONLY in drumline for that matter. we WILL make sure the ENTIRE band stays on point. this is our senior season and im not letting the whole fucking thing fall to shit. i really do feel bad for some people, monica and charles in paticular, those were the EASY picks, so i thought...well. easier then some. i also wish my two best friends coulda got section leader, but...well. oh well. (still, <3 nicole and allison to death, you two are by far the most amazing friends anyone could ever ask for)

now guys, seriously. Stacy Graves is our drum major, and face it, theres no reversing that decision, i say we need to GROW UP a little, and trust the decision that was made by NOT ONLY carder, but by others as well. you all know carder is not my favorite guy in the world, but we need to chill out about this. shes section leader now, and i know she is a junior and that is strange, but theres no reason why she cant be just as good and if not better then some others.

people cant be so sure of themselves, sometimes itll come back to bite you in the ass, and that goes for EVERYONE.

im sorry if i seem harsh, and i dont mean to be at all. im not singling any indivisuals out, because this is for everyone to read, the reason im making this public, unlike most of my posts. im trying to just keep the peace, so we can have a great year, and like i said, im not letting my senior year fall to shit on us. i love this band way too much to let that happen.


Quick edit = MY COMPUTER IS DEAD, you guys have to find me at school or call me to talk to you. im really bored, and need people to talk to with all thats happened so ill probably end up living on the phone with nicole/allison/justine.